I have heard that little voice also.....
the way I dealt with it was to not only distance myself from everything and anything JW related; but I also kept myself VERY BUSY....
I suggest that you join a club; civic group; get involved with your community; meet new people ; have new positive experiences , etc. The idea is that if you continue to grow as a person without the JW networking, life takes on different meaning. It actuallly becomes smoother ; less condeming ;and you are in control of your own destiny. Is not that the way it should be?
good luck, Frank